20 April: I’m done!

dear diary,

I’m back! One hell of a period for me but I’m finally done for school! Today marks the end of my foundation studies, but hopefully I won’t have to go through it all over again. Let’s hope I don’t fail!!! Anyway what’s done is done so no point dwelling over it because pens down, times up and handed up my papers. I’m the one that doesn’t check my notes or textbook at all after the exam, anyone’s with me? Hahaha it’s pointless, so just wait for the result and see how it goes from there on. One priority down!

Now I’m going to focus on my coffee master studies and gaining some weight. Bad news I have a new priority and it is not a good one. I have fines to pay on the 3/5 so hopefully I’m able to work and pay for it myself. Found a few jobs thanks to my buddies recommendations but will have to think over it properly because I’ll be working 2 jobs and hopefully coping with life. Thank god holiday has arrived! 

Had a blast yesterday at one of my best friend’s chalet yesterday at D’Resort (YUP THE SAME PLACE I CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY HEHE), happy birthday again my man! Really happy to see him enjoying himself and having his well deserved rest. Party was great and there are bound to be some party popper but fuck that I had a blast with him drinking till lights out. Best thing is I have exam the day after which is today, but I gotta stay with the birthday boy right? Because if I don’t, I don’t think I’ll be assured that some other people will take good care of him and spend time with him, the FUCKING birthday boy. Didn’t wanna ruin the party even further so just chilled with him and made the best out of it. Glad he understood my intentions and told me everything was good. Just met up with him earlier on and now I’m writing this post on my way home… 

At the end of the day just do whatever makes you happy and do it for yourself.

Really happy to share just a bit of how I’m done with some of my stuff and embarking on another. Thank you guys for staying despite the inconsistency… I really appreciate y’all for even taking the time to read. I hope I’m writing well (: See y’all soon!

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03 March: Counting Down!

Man, I apologise for mixing all the dates up but gotta write what I wanna write!!!! Went out at around 11pm to meet my boys, Shamen Shadiq Fernando and Caitlyn… And yea, Happy Birthday Shamen! So we went to Holland Village to have a little drink while I’m waiting to take the day over from Shamen. Funny how of all places, me and Shamen became friends in school and realised that he is also from Christ Church Secondary and his birthday a day before mine. So coincidental and cool man!!!

Everything felt so surreal, thinking about it. All these people I’ve only known for like 2 weeks? Celebrating my night for me.. So thankful for all the company. LOVED IT. Just a little appreciation post for these funny people, and also all those who send me birthday wishes also those who were on the dot, hyping me up on my day… Never felt so great in a long time and I hope everyday was like that. Just good vibes, no worries. I had a freaking blast for the whole 24 hours of 04/03/2017 thanks to every single one of you. I appreciate it so much I can’t even explain. Just wanna chill and let time freeze because I really loved it. 
Moving on from Holland Village, went touring around Singapore looking for clubs but we were too late hahaha, managed to get a Barcardi 151 shot at Fleek thanks for Shamen’s good friend that was bartending there, guess what he is also from Christ Church Secondary and I happen to be in the same batch as his younger brother. Is Singapore that small??? Went in for like 5 minutes and the party was over, but still had fun. 

This post won’t be too long but from all of these, I learned to appreciate what I have even more. What I lost and don’t have is no shit, what I have is what I should be contented and grateful for. So much regrets for not being able to understand this but I do now. Even more than ever, thank y’all SO SO SO SO much and y’all don’t know how freaking much I appreciate everything and everyone. Love you guys lots and until we meet again lovely people!

x

04 March: It’s my day!

Damn, it took me long enough to come back to my diary. So so sorry baby diary ): Lemme bring you around to see what’s up on my 18th B I R T H D A Y 2017!!!So this is actually the place where my birthday celebration was at. Damn I feel so happy and sad when leaving, D’Resort will always be a special place to me…. So on my birthday and throughout the preparation, I had a great and helpful friend name Valerie! The lady on my left, helped me out with so much shit and I started to call her Manager. So much credits to you girl, thank you so much for the help and I really appreciate a great nonsense friend like you…. Birthday party was great and thank you Valerie again!!!All my friends from Christ Church Secondary School, phew secondary school days passed so quickly I can’t keep up with it, and I AM 18 ALREADY!!!???

Family comes first, I’m very soft spoken at home and with family. Used to be the annoying little one but somehow I became really quiet. Maybe I’m more matured? Hmmm or just anti-social or rude….? I have no idea but for one thing I’m sure about is that I love my family, whatever I do or say, whether I show it or not, I really love and appreciate every single one of my family!!!!Here I have my buddies from Basketball Team Christ Church, secondary school life been all about basketball, without you guys Basketball wouldn’t be fun at all. Thankful for the trainings, bonding and hardship we been through together, appreciate and so so thankful again for all the time we spend hopelessly balling all day everyday. And this ones to our everlasting bond!!!!More funny classmates from Christ Church, gotta do a comparison of us when we first met and now. Feeling like a father seeing my kids grow up and facing life. Proud, thankful and appreciate this bunch of monks. Cheers to our friendship that is stupidly funny and days together we spent laughing our ass off doing stupid shit or talking about how we annoyed our teachers!!!!My Mummy, to be honest this one is all to her. Everything, my birthday. It is her that is everything, so thankful for my Mummy for always having my back even when I don’t tell her what’s going on, appreciate her so much but I was never one to show or tell her. I love her so much and it is because of her I’m celebrating my BIRTHday. On my birthday, I send her a text thanking and apologising for the trouble and pain of raising me up, she told me it was worth it (cry now? so f*cking touched and thankful). She is the reason why I am here today. Thank you Mummy and I love you so much!!!!My buddies that rocked my life up and under with stupidest jokes, one big family from different class, different school and different places. But we still got together. I guess fate brought as all together to be one big family. Can’t thank you guys enough for having my back but still thank you all!!!!My Starbucks workmates from my first store and current, work is always fun for me! So thankful that y’all didn’t give up tolerating my nonsense and actually laughed at my jokes!! Who knew working will bring me such nice and caring people that help me through tough times into my life, appreciate them so much!!!!Last but not least, these bunch of monkeys that stayed at the chalet after I f*cked up. Thank you all for staying and packing all the rubbish and my stuff, feels great to have so many servant for a day HAHAHA! I hope I didn’t miss out anyone in this section, a thousand apologies if I did. Appreciate every single one of you and love you all so so so so much!!!!

Man, I felt myself on my birthday. I love the day, not because of MY BIRTHDAY. But because I got to see every single one of you, my family, my friends, brothers and literally everyone. I felt so good with everyone around, everyone I can talk to and give a hug to. Seeing you all enjoy the food and friend meeting up after so long, I felt like I’ve done something great. This one is really for the big family = you guys, not for me (that’s how I feel). For all of you, my lovely fam. I was happy that I exchanged almost all of my money (for the chalet, food and everything) for what I’ve gotten on that day, company, care, love and rewinded time. Bringing all my friends back like how we used to hang out, catching up, showing some love here and there. So thankful, and appreciate it so damn much. It was freaking fun to have my friends and family all around and being able to spend time with every single one of you. I freaking appreciate the effort for those who came, also for those who wished me. I love that day again because of my mummy and you guys. All of you are my MVP but gotta let y’all know, my mummy still the bestest MVP. 

Also wanna apologise about how small the chalet is, heard that the food was good but didn’t get to eat so I hope it made up a little!! So sorry some had no place to sit…. Also sorry if it was messy and I was all over the place. Just know that I’m really happy you came and thankful, also know that I want to talk to you if I didn’t…. Was running all around. But I still freaking love you guys!!!! Really can’t explain how happy I was that night, and really sad that it is over….

If I missed out something, let me know and I will either update it in this post or the next one, thanks!

To many more times like this 

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